thinking of....

sec 1 '02

feeling so nostalgic now after my mum decided to watch this vcd showing our sec 1 orientation programme...

do you know how tiny, childish, cute, adorable, sweet, not to mention innocent :p, we were?

then tomorrow we will perhaps see ourselves dress up to nines, make-up, gowns, accessories to deck...

we would have all grown in some way or another.

tomorrow, perhaps behind the caked up cosmetics, the dangly earrings, the shiny, silky dress, there will still be us from 2002 till today.

tomorrow, perhaps it will not only be a prom, it will be a genuine celebration of being together these 4 years.

tomorrow, perhaps it will be recognition (not in terms of prom queen :P) amongst us and our teachers.

perhaps...

tomorrow, will be the last day we still remain as smss's students.

i don't want tomorrow to come

thinking of....

random things.

1. do you know how many similarities there are in junior colleges's vision and mission?

yesterday night was hilarious because i was reading aloud all the jcs's vision and mission to my dad while we were flipping through the booklet for pae and we realised so many similarities. some of them even have the exact same phrase! anyway there was so many 'world leaders', 'leaders in their chosen path', 'serve with honour'.. yeah, honour comes up a whole lot. hehe, reminds me who talks about honour nowadays, it's gone along with chivalry... :P
now if there are so many leaders, who are the followers?

2. why does the national broadcasting station have to pinpoint the fact that this year's PSLE top scorer is a Malay. i don't hear ," This year, a Chinese student tops PSLE" whenever a Chinese does top PSLE. but i keep on hearing, " this year's top PSLE scorer is a Malay student". Man, what happened multi-racialism? to maintain peace shouldn't the system stop pinponting or emphasizing the differences between different races and religion. this is a small matter but for a small nation like us, it's still something to note. :

3. harry potter and the gof is nice. much nicer than poa. i hated poa so much. i mean a CGI-animated werewolf?! what was that? is it so difficult to get a tame dog or wolf to do the job? hmms, we all know hairy(i mean harry :P) got a little uglier. it's puberty and the hormones and i fully agree with tay yeak keak(life columnist, i love his satirical commentaries!) that potty is sure starting to look like the western Bae Yong Joon. :/ Katie Leung who acts as Cho Chang on the other hand has such a weird accent. she claims it's scottish but liz, loui, my bro and i beg to differ, it sounds like a mix between canto/honkie english and filipina english. it got so bad that my bro actually mimicked her in the middle of the movie when she appeared saying, "May i have some pumpkin pasties?" and my dearest bro interuppted by saying, "Sir, Mum, you want sum pumkin pasties?" of course, they had to do the indian accent when parvati and padma patil came out so i was stuck in the middle of bangladesh for awhile. :P

that's all for today. no one's writing except me! *pouts*

toodles!

thinking of....

Yearning ... for LOVE?

Hug, Kiss, Embrace
what a novel way of expression.

To wish to rest your head
upon his shoulder.
To entwine both
your fingers
during a simple walk.

To bury your head
in the comforting scent of his freshly ironed shirts.
To hear his
oh so!
deep and throaty laughs.

To glimpse
a bouquet of roses
lying on the parapet,
him grinning bashfully,
denying.

To perhaps,
brush a tousled lock of hair
from his
oh so!
dreamy eyes.

To observe his sleeping form
in the wee hours of
night/morning.
A fluttery sensation
trickles to your belly.

To let your heart
be touched once more.
oh so!
is that love?
Likely to be romanticised versions of
infatuation.

thinking of....

the o's are over but i kind of feel sad because there's a note of finality, a closure to the lighthearted days of foolery in st margs :/

never mind.

i make a list of the things to do! (jia and liz, you can do that too! trust me it's immensely fufilling! :p)

• shop at KL!
• buy books/ borrow books
• go shopping with cassie for her prom dress
• chat/gossip/ spend time with cass and ally :)
• have that BIG talk with jia
• go lunch with liz and bro at sakae?
• hairy harry potty potter!
• re-read the entire harry potter series
• re-read sophie's world
• go for work attachment at law firm!
• go for PROM! :)
• go for chorale concert with dad
• go for ballet concert (The Nutcracker) with ballet friends on dec 16
• go visit the ballet folks at fort canning
• start my crazy exercise regimen with bro
• go swimming/wallowing in water like a seal
• invite cassie and ally over
• catch up sheryl!
• catch up with anchi!
• start on THE long-awaited diet (haha)
• tidy my shelves, room
• consider the possibility of re-designing it
• READ READ READ READ! ( what can i say. books just rock :) )
• appreciate the tranquility and life without stress for a moment...

:)

thinking of....

101th post!

:)

Controversial
Uber!
Ruminations
Reminicise
Elegant
Nonchalant
Tranquil

Creative
Unyielding
Receptive
Rational
Astute
Nonpareil
Thinkers
Sophistry

this is so childish :P